23/03/06 Thursday

Thursday, I explored E-bay... have a good rest at home.. tidy up my drawer... playing p... create a piece of art work... chat with wanting, read books again

My head really crushed up, have a terrible headache... then I slept for few hours wake up, my pals, yin came and we went to Jaya Jusco book shop to buy her books regards flowers.. interesting ....I met Mark ge at bookshop ..well really long time din see them..

I really need to take some course again to brush up driving skills after 4 years lost of touch, haiz... So..sad.. even my brother dun feel safe to let me drive ..

Never mind, ... I can do it slowly one by one one day....not only driving, others thing also...

Night time, I played the song "Silent" well ,the feeling is still strong...Remembered last time I 'm not purposely want to choose that song, because there is no other song for duet... I am not happy at all although singing wat fen shou kuai le...the feeling is so hard to bear... singing a song that opposite my feeling............doesn't he understand...

I always think if he really choose that song if is because of me, then I really feel I'm really treasured and I'm touched

I thanks God that we have meet each other... and teach me wat is the exact meaning about devotion.. The centre of my devotion. The dance of "my devotion" I still can't have this opportunity to dance, because I'm still "half way"

Keep on going ... Everyday is a new day..yeah...a day of hope , a day of miracle and a better day...