15/4/06 I still thank you sharm, I do afraid

Today is my dad birthday( actually real is on 5th) , I woke up 7.30am.. been very sleepy... drowsy also..asked dad to cut the mango cake from SDS with the candles on it... me and sis and brother celebrate together.. mum went to market earlier so can't join us... well is very rush... he cut the cake and sis devided the cake.. my cute sis , she ate the strawberry and many pieces of cake...

After that I rush to Singapore to work, because I working afternoon... been very tiring , and sleepy and blur , working at ICA.. at rest room, sharm recalled me the incident and remind me regards the neurofort incident.. she told me how traumatic is it... yup everyone sure afraid of mis.. I also ......i feel my shoulder very heavy, my heart also drop into the dark hole.. this is wat i feel... suddenly no mood... somemore see my previous offender will become the big head... life will be more challenging................somemore there is problem that the sharp blunt missing as the CSSD called up... do i need to write memo, this type of things also is accountable, if really can't find gonna write memo??????

Y everything also accountable... I really hate this type of accountability and responsibilities.....

I able to finished on time and sit here to relax...relax