Friday finally my off day after 9 non stop working days

Friday, work morning Room 1 and 2, unfamiliar , but Thanks God wang na been so patient to me but feel bad when I pass to Steven as a lot of changes during 2pm... he tell ppl that bully me till i work so late because seniors said I din pass to him as joke wif him that he bully me.. well yun said I should learn to be thick face to ask ppl do things.. I will try to...

Went back Bishan, tidy up the living room and clean the toilet... no time to leave the bedroom to tidy up when I come back home..

after that rush to MRT and go back to JB
My dad pick me up, while I waiting for my dad, saw a white sport car, cool... but too bad the cover front is black... damage the PURE image, failure artwork.. haiz

come back home rest awhile, grumbling a bit till my parent also tak boleh tahan.. haha.. f
feel a bit loss actually.. have to admit now actually is in very confuse stage..didn't think they really understand my decision and the reason of wat I'm doing..

Actually I did really struggle, ask myself is it 3 minute things or is it determination problem??
I really dun wish to give up but I really dunno ..
the situation is hard to shine as I learnt all about my weakness and strength from here.. Question is am I doing my way or God's way?follow my will or God's will ...I feel useless when things turn out totally unmatch with wat I want it be.. I feel the grieve in my heart...
Another problem is I wish to success too ...


but knowing God will be with me always and God will prepare the way for me...wat I do is just lean on him and seek him ... Desley reminded me yesterday.. Be faithful