GW 4 and 5

I worked 4 and 5 subsequently....... a lot of work... afternoon one admission .. take me some times to settle.. that one a bit demanding, can regulate things himself even smile at us that say we silly.. huh?

The next day morning, I worked in the same room...really can't sleep well.. becos I know the next day morning will busy like mad... Thanks God that I able to make it through .. thanks God that Min Wai and Jin Feng and there is three more person, help me with the medication....can u imagine, two going out for procedure at the morning, three STO , one discharge, One on suicidal precaution but cannot restraint... My heart was pumping very fast... I made a prayer in my heart to keep all the ppl safe... That day really hectic... my emotion was tensed up..ppl's life

When I see that person who groaning in pain , heard that he called up to his family said he want to go now, he want to go to Chinatown and jump off... I really had a cold sweat...
A person who in charge of him, wat kind of feeling will u have...?
Is really sad when see such a situation... and his family ask to keep him safe... and yet dun restraint him and just let him walk around...

I was down for few days mayb because of some confusion, lack of confidence in myself, lack of faith... then try to watch " My little Bride" to occupied my negative thought and entertained myself.. because physically and mentally tired.. at least make myself more relax and feel funny...

Life is really precious.... I was blessed , Thanks God!! Sometimes I think when I really face myself in life danger situation, I wish I still stay alive.. because life is beautiful and there is so many things , supprisers waiting for us, and I dun wish to leave my loves one

God let me realise this

Life is fragile, dunno when is the timing, anything want to say , say it out if beneficial, if anything wanna work out, work out for beneficial, if not the person will never know, things will left undone and end up with regret

And God want us to do things not only by his will and by his way..

We need to be obedience really.