Love no boundaries

4/4/06 Tuesday


work morning, get lotsa scolding, because I dun talk, dun fight, dun think I 'm stupid ok..
I tired to make clear or try to explain myself because ppl dun listen will think u finding excuse ...I am realy tired , my ear like got a lot of bzzzzzzzz.... sound

ppl see soft then easy to push all the blame to other.. is true... I really tired to this environment... I feel i really down... Is not I dun like wat I doing now.. I did enjoy, but the stress that cause the environment so tensed up.. pin pointing... I just dun lie the environment... I am not happy..

I been confused.. I am not regret wat i choose .. I am really stubborn.. is true... I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY...

been confuse for my decisions... wonder about future... wat can I really do.. wat can I really improve on.. wat if... all this questions are spinning in my head..


sat at mos burger, tried the new burger and then went to church for dance practice

not satisfied with my steps because I always not turn properly.. woo woo....

Share by Desley about her experiences, I was shocked that she able to make such a big decisions and all come from her faith..I really thanks God and very touch as. the words of her sharing is like God talk to me in this way when I really feel so down.. I was really down and no mood because of morning 's so happening kena scolded so badly... kena blame .. I really hate .. feel like quiting

She said:

imagine ourself is a pieceof cake , mould, fix, bake to able to be good and delicious cake .. if bake and bring it out earlier, mayb is not bake properly, inside maybe cannot eat.. so to be a better person, there isa lot of things that God want to mould the character and ppl

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