18/5/06 Day off

this early morning accompanied my grandmum to hospital to see her chronic lung fibrosis...wait for almost 5 hours there as so many ppl in government hospital...........
she is old...everytime I look at her I will be very upset... she is old now with white hairs not like last time so energetic and healthy and with black hairs... when ppl growing old , all sort of health problems will occur... God , u know my prayer right, please lead my grandpa and grandmum... open their heart to listen to u... I dunno I able to cope it if one day..


My brother has his princess... well , happy for him but he so frightened that we know something about this haha.. haha.. was known that is younger than him three years but she is as tall as me...hope can meet her oneday.... I really want to admit that nowadays boy really like to find gf who were younger than them at least 3 years... this is wat I come into conclusion...My peers and my buddy all like that... is true..


My Dad was concern about me too, well he really concern about me and he share his adult experiences ... I told him wat I think right now.. I also will come to cross road soon... pray that I choose the correct option... some fears and uncertainty ahead... just pray that God lead...