19/5/06 Friday

Well, today work afternoon...received a call yesterday as heard the voice message then call back know that Jon 's dad was admitted...actually planned to meet up for lunch and pay a visit to his dad but he overslept, then he rush to hosp immediately, I already took the lunch as I preparing to work.. Actually I wouldn't mind he late although I told him I mind .. just joke with him.. but he look serious... the serious feeling is like PA's

He brought me to visit his dad .. starting I think his dad also feel a bit odd too when he saw me like wat I feel.... but still okla...I thinks there will more of his friends like Gina they all will pay a visit...I brought Jon to the canteen showed him the way and he insisted want to send me to workplace, he always been so good to his friends, cared for ppl..

My quest still unanswered, mayb I very stupid , only will confirm a thing when I get straight reply.. because sometimes things is not wat we think, there will be misinterpretation, that's why I always choose to know yes or know, direct reply or answer instead give me clue..because I'm simple and stupid and din think too complicated..this is me..

I 'm not sure but I know God will know and lead..
Am I obedient?

" love chapter "is the Key word

Today accidently Met Kok How too at canteen, chat about current life and some happening among friends.. He look a bit like Bernard really

That day I was late for home as so many small small things, msg free W but no reply..well I told him the things that unsaid early on must said if not they never know wat I think.. U definitely can go through it, u must and can make it..