21/6/06 Wed

I was very excited waiting my annual leave to come.. but my competence checklist haven complete.. haiz..

come back home 9 plus after having breakfast with Rizal and Min wai at canteen
So many ppl while waiting for MRT

Online do my blog and sleepZZZZZ till 7 plus
then meet up Siew Fern for dinner
Talk about recent life and discuss with her
She teach me not to avoid but have to confront it
she said strength to empower, weakness to compromised
She said God in control and give me strength..
She ask me not to change mind easily as there are many things to think of
she share with me, ppl thinking or perspective will be different when they have someone..
Mayb is true, my circle is not that wide enough
I still staying at the same spot


Actually I know
I struggle a lot, decision is hard to make
I am stubborn
I know my strength, weakness my own very clearly.
I know my limitation, physically strength
Everything I know after I start working
I know very well

Then Jon called me, he is caring and sweet, miss the pig huh? haha
He said to waive off the decision problem is find a rich guy and marry to him...
oh, that's a pretty good suggestion huh, but most of rich guy are not sincere and cannot be trusted
will give u the url when I think is the time
because I still haven prepared and very private
and U will know the ppl that I meant, because u know him
this is the reason I not giving my url to u
U sure very dissapointed rite?

want to find oneday to meet Siew Hui, dunno how is she ?