4/5/06-Sunday

Sunday, work afternoon... Thanks Jon for encouragement.
conserve energy ... knowing will be very busy as taking 3,4,5
Reeney , me , zion, siti really helped each other .. really really thank God manage to survive
Kena bombard questions again when I am so busy, clueless... like shooting gun non stop.. one questions followed by another although I haven answer..
Imagine how I feel while I still worry for other things that haven done..

went back home late tot Reeney will late as so many compare to me but in the end I late... I'm so slow

Finished the CD ...Making a very very important decision really hard ... got consequences.. I din dare to simply made..... that's y I still pray about it

Life really have many important choices that need to made
I still thinking which path to go for next lap still N or D???
I try to silent myself and consider...............
hard............hard......

Relationship I already know...
That time too many things can't focus..
But slowly I see clearer..
Relationship I got one answer. One door closed before me
Still asking God is that the one prop in with something similiar that I ask for...
Just wait for the answer..
Actually I have some affraid regards the marriage and the plans ahead although my" dreams" is open a bridal shop, dunno why have this kind of feeling... dunno can overcome it?