Tuesday 6/6/06

Today I work morning, really dun feel like working, very lazy...
Start working ... got a lot of changes, been very busy with the medicine.. but I can't help it.. no stock.. keep on running around 7 times to nxt door, even Kenan see me break record
haha..
jie jie noted about it.. remind me cannot be overtime, but I just can't help it.. because I need to give

working the whole day, I thanks God able to finish all my changes but unable to finish up my report so I need to write....they left rm3 for me but I really no time... miscommunication or purposely I du not know , they leave for me... Actually, I really have no time even for my work wheregot chance to help my assistant..
Again gossip and labelling I faced with the same person I almost quarrel with, I know she non-stop talk bad behind me even new comers.. but I learnt to keep my temper down , I know God will judge oneday...Wat I basically do is help ppl.. that's all ... but sometimes the environment really challenge me

I feel sad again when I go back late... Job like always not finish and I always late..dunno y?
I see zhiyu...not so boring.. happy at least.just smile
stay back till 5.45pm... so slow..


went for Dance ministry, non-rest..
talk to Jen... Thanks For Yen teng..and others all my dear sister.. I will slowly grow up, u all like my role models..
When Jen teach me suddenly I feel blank, too long din dance will like that I guess but I think they did pray for me then I better a bit at least can dance huh...
Hmm... cannot be loose .. must catch up ...
When Michelle sharing, I really feel a bit like my situation too.. when Jen ask me to share but I still haven made up mind.. awaiting .. be silence in myself....is hard... is pain, is challenging..
I just want to honour God , but how to honour God if I am that situation ?
When Jen said about the KIng, Phophet and the lion, suddenly I feel this is God want to tell me something that very important because I come across this 3 times recently while I am thinking...and try to make up decision....

My dreams yesterday stopped at D then ?? then A... very strange
huh???//
?? in the dream is the man waiting for his princess to come back but she already drowned when she trying to something while she is sailing with her surbodinates... but the man still waiting her, and the ppl tell him she actually gone but she did appear at his front.. then i woke up...

Wat kind of dream is this ...?? Still figure out wat kind of movie I watch last time...
I sweat ar..