Wedneday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

Wednesday
Off day , went home JB yesterday night after visit my aunt, she really strong and she share with me about her experiences ,well really like to go home.. because at least I can talk to my family, watch TV Korean series whole day, is good to sit at the sofa... and lift up my legs, because my legs is too tired and give me an alarm to take good care on it.. as I feel pain at the knee cap and I am young ler.. not 32 ler..

At night I went back to Singapore again... suddenly I feel lonely and I am thinking something..really many things to consider when growing up... especially decision making.. I tell God regards this in my heart, then I started to read the book I bought regards dicerning God's Will...

Suddenly a tap on my shoulder, such a surprise that Winnie is sat beside me all the while when she come in after me and I not realise
In my heart I praise God that send me a guardian angle to comfort me..
God know my need.. Thanks God
I talk to Winnie what I doing just now and I am not so lonely anymore along the journey

Thursday
Work morning, been very busy
evening just want to go home, a bit feel like want to run away to an small island to have a long vacation..haha
I remember I went with my mum and sista to market at Johor Jaya and she dun let me to carry heavy things as she said later my superficial vein will come out at my hand and will be very ugly.. I was very touch and my tears almost drop... She is so love me really... My parents , family love me a lot .. I really thanks God
This is y I always go home..

Friday
Watch TV again...finished
My grandma and grandpa are very important person to me.. My grandpa can't see .. I feel very sour inside
Health is really very important
Growing old is a natural prossess.. I know and recognised the fear, but I really dunno wat to say about it.. when I listen to my grandpa and grand ma 's problem..
I can only pray and hope to make them happy