A very busy July

this July I ve been so busy till already din go back JB home for a month.. I miss my family .. sob sob

19 D On course ,working found that must maintain standard
20 E
21 E On course, Sparrow Hawk Exercise
22 D Sparrow Hawk Exercise
23 E
24 N share about E at salon, I think I scared them...Thanks God, JCI over after my three night, Din attend dance service as working, sad cannot make it , Sy Hoi make hai dai salad
25 NThanks God the case manageable , I saw cocroach in the pot, yuck yuck , yuck.... I scrub till no end ..yesterday just metioned about the cocroach
26 N Miss course, Blurr Queen, Did message Yee An, wish Him Happy birthday
27 SD visit aunt , perm my hair, night time tidy up my room
28 RD thanks God finally I finished my competence checklist with sis K.not easy, gonna wait her almost three hours
On course in the morning, went to do facial at my cousin place,go to Choa Chu Kang , Meng Keong 's couple place , very embarrased that cannot share well, Read W blog, I feel heartache again, hope he is doing fine, wat I tell I will do my best, anyway he is the person I cared so much ...this I can't deny, so I can understand how some ppl said still have the care...anonymous , is seems like invisible wall still there and I am the invisible person... hopefully oneday he does " gan dong" by the holy spirit.. Look things broad and dun be narrow minded and dun too naive.. My brother and sister wish to tell me
dun slack.

Thanks God, I really dunno how I can survive during this week.. but God has lead me every step every second, every minute, every hour , every day..
I really passed through these very busy and stress moment which I really fear of it, praise the Lord!!
really have no mood and no time to blog , tired
feel pity that can't join the dance for this month as miss too many of the dance

Boon said , if need to change will start to change from a tiny thing first, try the things that u never will like to try, one or two and slowly will be more receptive... because I am too habitual, yeah, I very agree... Habitual not good

E make me to feel secure about future .. but I need to strike hard, I already this prospect to Min and Qi Pei.. hopefully I can gain some balance in my spiritual life, my carreer, my health, my family, my friends... BGR? I just wish to be happy always and enjoy life that's all