15/9/06

15/9/06 Friday
Oh, I work as junior on 15 at room 8/ 1-8
working junior is actually very tiring , now finally I realised
because is just like a runner and floater, a lot of things need to prepare and tidy and top up
but without stress , no much responsiblities, feel ease and enjoy
Actually this is the different, the stress is much higher if not a junior
thinking back , the accusation of DC Moneyc that he did tell me something which he actually didn't result in disatisfaction of ppl , really make my heart eery... finger pinpointing when something happen.. I really tired of it.. self protection is really needed, this is the insecure part in this part and I realised , protect ur pt and protect urself , this is wat I learnt...I like to do what I do now , only dislike the environment and the invisible stress that are not so simple that I think.. faith in God covered the insecurity of my heart everyday.. I prayed

Do u understand without God , I am nothing?
Because by God strength, I can become a stronger person in facing all the things in daily life