28/9/06 Thursday

I work morning 4 and 5 partnering with shanti
OKay, I know the feeling of being a new comers and a guidiance
let me remember about the time when I struggling and a big sotong
kena bombard and scolded many many and even countless time
y I not strong and tough like them huh?I find that most of the Indian ,their tolerance is very strong? Or because I am too "lembut"?

this is the something I need to learn from them
from the incident , shanti I know is too busy din hear the message that pass through
this I understand
as a junior I also struggling to finish my work without her help because she has to help herself.

Met Kak Salina, she share with me must change from the bad habbit
cannot tied down by the bad habbit, must find way to overcome it instead just let it be
this is the second last day she is with us , after that she going to neonate..gonna miss her


Go home, rest awhile, take two burger then study at Bi shan library, my test on 29/9/06, haven study , I am worried..I always feel very tired and if I study on my bed then I will feel asleep..
sitting at long table, the student's really very noisy, dunno is studying or having picnic
then came a punky hair( very sharp sharp one) guy the jacket that he wore really bright , sat next opposite me, scared the person away that sit next to me.. hahaha.. funny
I try to concentrate but at least I can finish some
I know I can't finish all.....