16/10/06 Mon-17/10/06 Tues -18/10/06 Wed

Mon - A side Junior
Covered two rooms,
but thanks for Acc.stdents for help,they really helps a lot
Aini, Yana, Ann, Leornard , and PP
from different of speciality and background
their interest in this profession
they are friendly and humble.. this the way I should learn from them and after I talk to VAsanthi and Rasi found out they are expert or consultant in IT field..
they give up this job because of their passion in serving
....but
Reality Vs Dream
there is some different actually

PP wanna findout stuff from me
did ask some ques



night
met qi pei and Roy first time we met
haha.. me a big light bulb , but I wish to see this dear sis with her Mr. right
will act as a assessor :)
Just hope this two couple can have same direction and walk together
Sang K. till night from 8.50pm till 1 plus morning
Roy's voice like Jacky Cheung.. haha
found a person can sing duet together..yeah
Go home online, while waiting my hair to dry
find out a heartbreaking news is
when I know all along the heart that waited for all these years still not longer mine
He still did not choose me after all

I really dunno wat kind of feeling is this, numbness, no tears dun wanna cry but is bitter
but I duncare about this feeling and just make myself sleep


17/10/06 Tues
morning , take cab with Sy Hoi, ask taxi uncle how come he has the collection of pokemon monster, different kinds of species in front the his car
Taxi driver sharedexperience that he kena kicked by the hyperactive kids that purposely knocked his seat until he almost fly out from the seat, at first he tot somebody knock his car so he want to go down and argue with the car driver behind, then the passenger apologise to him because is his son who bang his seat.. that's y
he bought the rows of pokemon collections, really a lot , little and cute
he very smart to obtain attraction from kids to prevent they do this again or too hyperactive till disturb the driver..
that incident hereally cry along the road he said as the parents now really know wat act safe for their children, even one time warned by another passenger non his business to ask his son to be quiet as he too distracting while the taxi is speeding

work 2,3
very busy
two discharge
very rush

night time went for dance practice after shower at home
the dance song..
thanks God for the word that Jen has shared
I share the problem that i face with Gan Xie before Jen share the words
"submit to the authority, be obedient, because under God, there is different ppl with their position that God planned, if disobedient for the authority, even how we pray, the pray still unanswered, unless we repent and apologise and obedient to the authority no matter is he wrong or I wrong, and God will judge at the end."
I know God is hinting me on this because this is the answer for the problem that I share early before the words
Amazing!~

but in my heart I still dunno how to open my mouth to speak to Gan xie, as she is not easy to talk to
I ask God how


18/10/06
I work 4 and 5 morning
starting on Routher comeback ,RM 5 discharge, doing round , same timing, I've been rushing, thanks for the students and lect. again, without them I do not know how to carry on
settle the little tiny, small small , many many things till 7.00pm, huh, break my own record

Gan xie called me to her room and do interin with her,
Ok, thanks God for the timing
I know this is the time, and I apologise to her and thank you for teaching but sorry for thinking negatively, well, im my heart really shivering and pray that God give strength..
talk this kind of things to ur supervisor like digging my secret
since I need to do this, God will prepared , and just depend on God

night time E talk and bible study in church
I choose Bible study

come back home straight away sleep like PIG till the next day ..