Home still the best

After for the things that I learnt and found out recently
things are not so simple as I think
I think mayb I am too naive or mayb I not belong to the new era
or I just want in control of my relationship myself
and wat I learnt is dissappointment even get fusfrated
angry ,I think I angry with myself
I tot I just can try to let go and accept other
this time from this other guy I learnt a new concept
I think I find myself very funny or idiot
then I decide not to think further anymore in relationship anymore, no no no no no
Dun think anymore,
Just let
God in control


at this point of time , received a email from Dad, Dad and mum understand me, they are just like my friend, who say parents cannot be friend, only thing is they are busy.
regards put everything in God's hand, FOCUS ON GOD!!!
not focus on myself, but focus on GOD, just put everything , every trouble in God's hand , God will take care
very encouraging and warm my heart in this place
for sometime I din go home, very miss my family