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My Prayers Points

*Wish everyone around me and myself stay healthy and happy *Wish to be thankful , always be joyful although there is thunder and rain *Wish I dun stray away,walk with God always *Wish I can change from my weakness to be a better, learning to grow, be a tough person *Wish I can study a degree, sing, dance draw, do whatever I can that God given to me *Wish I am not self centred *Wish Peace *Wish my dreamzzz come true, never give up *Wish to shine, shine, shine *Wish to love, care , and bring laughter to ppl around me
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Monday, November 27, 2006

back to Singapore.......

Sunday, November 26, 2006

no internet, no msn, no chance to blog
mayb this is the time I need to pick up my books aim for Jan
can I make it? Jia you ba

Annual leave sunday

Sunday, went to church
finally can gather with my khakis, Yee An,Victor, Zai Wei, Ei Ling, at Lavender Jusco after so long
Hope next time Ma Li can join us next time for drink.
Reminded to follow up with Jesher, must remember sotong!!

20/11/06-25/11/06 trip back to Alor Setar

My annual leave...
start on 20/11/06
went back to Alor Setar to visit my grandpa
my aunt, dad , mum, sis and me, five of us are this trip travellers
the whole journey up to Alor setar is around 12 hours in the car
My dad is superb driver,Thanks God for Journey mercy
this is the time we spent most for being together .. that's y people said if u want to rebuild a relationship or have close bonding , travelling will be a good idea
talking, laughing , ZZZZ like pig all the way, very boring, but true. is a moment when a family gather
and this is the time for me to think , I am a thinker, think too much, a day dreamer, dream too much
After the trip, I more clearer in mind. ME, Jia you ba !!

Stopped at My aunt place at Keroh, nice to know Amber, their Chin wa wa superb fierce, barking wholeday..the lemon chicken is so cute.. too bad I din take the photo

Have this experience in staying this old hotel really scary..
dun feel like taking pic.

A big gathering for my mum's family , I hope she is happy. :)

My brother car bumped into another car in JB while we are travelling to Alor Setar , the front of car out of shape but thanks God he is ok.Thanks God for keeping him safe


Nice view



this is a oil paint that attract my attention in a clinic, is not dull, is live

Along the Journey

this is the padi field...at Alor setar






can u see the fountain at the mountain?




this is the best !! At Ipoh , Malaysia. the best beancurt, wanna try??



this is the REAL Ipoh hor fun, at Ipoh



I went back to Alor Setar , Kedah, during my annual leave.. this is a very interesting and creative toy that I came across , when u pull the ball, the neck of chickens will facing downward and hit the grass and create some sounds

I did pray about it, and I always pray about it....



Dear, do u know how I wish I am the light that shine into ur life , brighten ur day, and the sky no longer gray
just like the question that I used to ask before," Did I brightened ur life?"

I did pray about it and I always pray about it...




Free Willy, He is the guy that always in my heart

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

12/11/06 Saturday - that day

My house have vistors, Sok theng ,Lina,Sir Tan staying with us for a short period
Sy Hoi sharing room with me

Rncently, I went out with X thinking mayb he like me more then I could like him a bit
and stop thinking about Free Willy for these 6 years that He might find me irritating
I finally try to step out


I am wrong, gonna reflect and repent
this step out,realised I am wrong, I think is hurting myself and hurting other
found out to like a person, is really hard actually
how can two person be together without a "real liking" in emotion instead of like physically
I feel like this is really flirting
and no sincere and not real at all
Is not far to go, there is no end

The password that X given is incorrect
even Sy Hoi know about my password without I disclosed to her, Sy Hoi really know what I want
I'm Glad that Free Willy treat me truely
a real like is hard to find , a real love there is no more
true.
Finally I agree with u.

Only God that is love to me.

11/11/06 Friday

I work morning at ICA , well is very busy two transfer out during my time
the changing rate is very fast
sometimes if really to busy I cannot really cope
but thanks God my pt are still stable

On 8-11-06 night- stress release night

On 8/11/06 Wed
the next day I still got audit
I went out with Qi Pei and Roy for dinner and walk around
Is happy to know that they are get together at last
dun worry Qi Pei, Roy is keen to know God
What you need to do is PRAY lo

that day, I bought a picture bible
Is interesting with nice pics on it
thinking can give it to my sis when she grow older as I promised her last time her birthday present
I bought a bookmark for myself with psalm 91 on it that really comfort me..
God really know my problems that hidden inside me that no one understand

Psalm 91 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
Psalm 91
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]
2 I will say [b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."
3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.
8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-
10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;
12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."

this is a meaningful verse to me
when the timing is there, God want me to share this verse to Roy as he met some problems that make him so down
So I give him my bookmark, I'm happy that I can help him with this little bookmark
Hope he can make full use of it and remember God is always there for everyone of us no matter what and no matter how

8/11/06- 9/11/06

8/11/06 wed
I work morning as Junior after my off day after night
because there is an audit going on and I'm waiting my turn
haha..
sis said I din put lipstick.. hor.. actually I forget about it .. no image no image
when u working who bother ur hair is untidy or what
that day no audit...

9/11/06 Thurs
I work afternoon
at ICA still OK
but need to throw away my old habbit of din throw the plastic cover to dustbin, must remember that
KaK Rasedah just like my mom, point out my mistake but I appreciate that, Kak
Audit finally over... haha.. yeah, I din being called down ... thanks God !! Hooray

Monday, November 13, 2006

Jay Chou and yundi li

Friday, November 10, 2006

7/10/06 Tues to 8/10/06 Wed

7/10/06
Tues
morning zz awhile, tidy up the house awhile,
invited by Gemma for her husband birthday
at Tampines,
seeing Rizal and Hashimah .. eh Hmm.. eh ..haha...
very funny three of us.. taking bus .. Rizal holding the champaign the way like those drunked street fighter.. haha.. all of us really joker... we lost our way till come to changi base??? in the end have to take cab to Gemma 's condo

then I stay there for awhile then rush to church..
I'm late but thanks God the practice haven start yet..
Good timing, thanks God, just nice...
I really believe in Timing
God always show something if the timing come
Marching not dancing , Marching is not dancing,remember that

6/10/06 Monday

monday...overshoot again in train, accidently sleep
reach home straight away lie flat
zzz...till 6.30pm
night duty
thanks God again for Hui Boon, Li tang, Melissa , Ivy,
My 8/7 aunty really sick, MG,
around 3am deteorite , inotrop is the max.. but is going in the am
seeing the families gather around her weeping
I still remember the tears in the eyes

everytime when I work ,
when I see tears in the eyes,
is it pain? sad? struggle? helpless? hopeless?
Life really unexpected and short..
the youngest case I came across, is a young boy with RTA, teenager,when hearing his daddy talk to the boy who is really going, my heart like cramping
some ppl dun wish to live, but some ppl struggle to able to live,
U will never know wat is next , so treasure life, live the fullest


MG case and mitochondria disease is the most innocent case if I compare to other cases..
really... dunno how to say..is a slowly life taking disease...

5/10/06 Sunday

5th Sundae
after work , want to find khakis to go church
called up Siew Hui, guess too early no answer
went to church, At Dhouby Gout, met Kam Yong , wow wow wow.. I do not know she is currently same church with me, so supprise to see her'
I know her since my first year of work, she is mature std that time well we are in the same cell group like bible study group as a support group as we work but due to lack of time different shift for all of us.. this group is hard to carry on... but again I met her in such a way, heard from her she is also very keen for the daily walk with God, and want to attend service every week,
is very encouraging for both of us , got khakis to go church again , Thanks God

I went church , met Jen and a friend, she is very pretty.. I look at her more than 2 sec.. haha.. no wonder pretty and ugly person, people will glance more according to some nonscence

Eat QQ noodle and went home
zzzzzz till 6.30 wake up, work again
I knoe these three days I will be extremely busy
MRSA and MRB both isolation room, hourly gowning, hourly assessment, 8/7 on dialysis somemore, hourly charting, changing effluent and input bag..
yeah, is the most busy when I work night in Room 8
pray very hard, and thanks God able to go through all this
helped by my dear night staff, Mei Hua, Li tang, Lu HAn, Choo
Thanks God

Thursday, November 09, 2006

2/10/06

2/10/06
Thursday
work morning shift,
coughing non stop and feel tired
can't visit aunt because I also coughing quite badly

3/10/06
Friday
On MC as really tired and weak
see Dr near my neighbourhood and give me the prescriptions and MC
call up sis and apply a day leave
If today not take care of myself, night shift is very hard to hang on


4/10/06
Saturday
night shift
both also one is MRB and one is MRSA
thanks God able to go through all these days

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

1/10/06

went to my work place again for briefing for audit, both is my off day, still need to come back, I feel very xian

then went to bugis library .. is big and very spacious,
then saw siti and Hidaya, haha pretty girls

then went to Bishan library
read up stuff and relax myself,
feel sick


off day have to relax because my night shifts coming soon

31/10/06
Tues

coughing ... I think eat too much of fried food
recently also no appetite
keep on eating tom yam stuff... I never touch tom yam... this time I break my rule

went to my workplace
doing pt education and hypocount assessment
thanks God is Yen Teng my assessor
Spent my afternoon there

then went to Bugis library
meet up with Jon
In conclusion,
we can only become friend afterall, no no other than that


rush to dance after that
whoa~ feel very glad that the numbers multiply
praise the Lord
Is fun to exercise together

Word I learnt

Spiritual growth not function of time, not the function of learning , is obedient to God in the midst of suffering

worldly and God is opposition direction

Peter 4:1

1 Peter 4 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
1 Peter 4
Living for God 1Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because he who has suffered in his body is done with sin. 2As a result, he does not live the rest of his earthly life for evil human desires, but rather for the will of God. 3For you have spent enough time in the past doing what pagans choose to do—living in debauchery, lust, drunkenness, orgies, carousing and detestable idolatry. 4They think it strange that you do not plunge with them into the same flood of dissipation, and they heap abuse on you. 5But they will have to give account to him who is ready to judge the living and the dead. 6For this is the reason the gospel was preached even to those who are now dead, so that they might be judged according to men in regard to the body, but live according to God in regard to the spirit.
7The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray. 8Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. 9Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. 10Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. 11If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.
Suffering for Being a Christian 12Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. 17For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18And, "If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?"[a]
19So then, those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.

spiritual maturity is not self focus ( Deny our own desire not focus on suffering but focus on Jesus)

Remember Focus on God , God is always in the boat with us whenever the boat is shaking due to the strong wind or waves

Dun focus on problems around us, focus on God
* this time I remembered the email my dad had sent to me.. regards Focus on God because he knows my problems
"Do you know I am in the boat with you?"

When we do prayer, pray about it, but do not take problem and burden back from God
"Let GO "for God to GO

We leave the things to God and Focus on Jesus

Because God said I will never leave you or forsaken you

GIve thanks

30/10/06 Sun
work morning as junior at A side
hmm.. feeling better
the in-charge have to help junior, I understand how the in-charge feel
I do really understand

went to church at night
Lesson learnt

God is the peace of God
Give thanks to God
God will give us God's peace
will guard our heart and mind

Spirit discontentment
the myth of devil seduce and deceive

Formula for contentment
1)to rejoice always -Phil 4:4
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!

Rejoice not by own strength , is God strength

A story that A guy was innocently scolded by this fierce lady, but he is always optimistic
think positively, then he said "Thanks God is not my wife"

2) to pray about everything - Phil 4: 6-7
Prayer is the antidote of worry
Dun let things challenge
Everything to pray about it

3) Pray different kind of prayer
Praise
thanksgiving
intercession
petition
sublication
repentence

Remember to thank God each time and give thanks in everything

A song I remembered regards " Give Thanks"


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