12/11/06 Saturday - that day

My house have vistors, Sok theng ,Lina,Sir Tan staying with us for a short period
Sy Hoi sharing room with me

Rncently, I went out with X thinking mayb he like me more then I could like him a bit
and stop thinking about Free Willy for these 6 years that He might find me irritating
I finally try to step out


I am wrong, gonna reflect and repent
this step out,realised I am wrong, I think is hurting myself and hurting other
found out to like a person, is really hard actually
how can two person be together without a "real liking" in emotion instead of like physically
I feel like this is really flirting
and no sincere and not real at all
Is not far to go, there is no end

The password that X given is incorrect
even Sy Hoi know about my password without I disclosed to her, Sy Hoi really know what I want
I'm Glad that Free Willy treat me truely
a real like is hard to find , a real love there is no more
true.
Finally I agree with u.

Only God that is love to me.