Zhu ni xing fu

~~~~~A dark cloud descends upon the fallen paladin. As he is awoken by the tiny splatters of rain, he opens his eyes and wonder why is he here.Memories of the battle in Aplusa still carved in he restless mind. The tiny droplets began to form into bigger ones and as the splatter finally began to hurt, he closed his eyes and fell into a deep slumber.A blinding light greeted him as he came to. Sounds from a nearby caravan poured into his ears and he was greeted by a sweet voice.“You’re up.”“Welcome to my humble home,” the voice continued, “here’s some tea.”He sat up and took notice of a face, full of grace and a smile with warm embrace.“Thank you.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Thank you if u ever thought of me, at least I know

After a month plus, finally blog again
Within this month of December , there are some changes in my life

Fallen paladin is the first that I've met which meant so much to me
Only a short memory that we have together but I already fall too deep in it
because of like and love is different, because still not committed, because of belief and value is different, because of u never choose me
this is how the story end

Has the thought that once I met the first guy will treat him the best and ever made up mind always accompany this person till the end of time
Ever soak in the world of a ordinary girl when met a prince charming
but the fear and insecurity in it is so strong
afraid that the happiness in hand that slip away in shortly
And yes, the most thinG I worried really happened as I afraid the most


Fallen paladin sure know I 've try my very best to save it
I really tried , but the reality hit me once and once again
is hurt because Fallen paladin did not move and never tried
is hurt because Fallen paladin turn to others
is hurt because Fallen paladin do not know me
I prefer to stay on and wish the miracle will happen
mayb someday...we will accidently bump into somewhere oneday dramatically
mayb we will and mayb we will not

ever tried to step out to accept that guy that appeared to be a nice guy
stumble again when knowing this guy that really know what a insincererity and indecisive meant to be
Dissappoited and lost trust in all guys

Till the day I've found a warrior, as a gift of God
who bring me laughter and joy again since the day I lost it long long time ago
who accept me as who I am
This warrior is a bit special, our relationship is also special,
I know there are many challenges and stress ahead more than other couple that we need to face it together
is not to walk together for a few days or a few months or a few years
is to walk together for a life time we do hope
put in God's hand and lead us
and every problem and will appereared to be not a problem
love me and protect me whole heartedly
I shall love him and treassure him even more

Fallen paladin, I once love u.
Is Glad that u love again after the serious hit
"zhu ni xing fu"

I also will "xing fu"
take care~