1 Thessalonians 4:13-18 (New International Version)

The Coming of the Lord

13Brothers, we do not want you to be ignorant about those who fall asleep, or to grieve like the rest of men, who have no hope. 14We believe that Jesus died and rose again and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him. 15According to the Lord's own word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are left till the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who have fallen asleep. 16For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. 17After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever. 18Therefore encourage each other with these words.

From Here to Eterniy

September 30, 2006
From Here To Eternity
READ: 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18
We shall always be with the Lord. —1 Thessalonians 4:17

According to a report in the New England Journal of Medicine, if one 45-year-old man exercises regularly through the rest of his life and another guy the same age exists as a couch potato, the exercising man will live only 10 months longer.
It’s good to take care of our bodies and it makes sense to exercise if we’re able, but this idea of extending your life for a mere 10 months looks pretty futile when you compare it with “the ultimate life-extension plan.” According to the Bible, you can extend your life from here to eternity.
Look at what the apostle Paul told the people at Thessalonica. Trying to encourage them about Jesus’ return, he wrote, “We who are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And thus we shall always be with the Lord” (1 Thess. 4:17). Astounding! Those who make that quick exit will never die. And even if Jesus does not return while you are alive, if you know Him as Savior you will never die spiritually. You have “everlasting life.”
Are you interested in extending your life? Go ahead and exercise. But don’t forget that the ultimate life-extension plan is salvation through Jesus—your guarantee of living forever. —Dave Branon—Dave Branon-->

For Further ThoughtDo you have questions about what it means to trust inJesus for eternal life? Read Where Do We Go From Here?
Give your life to Christ and you’ll keep it forever.

29/9/06

after the test , I went for lunch with Irene and Siew woon my old friend
found out Siew Woon having irritable bowel syndrome that treatment is given the max
before taking care of others , we must know taking ourselves, is true
last time Free Willy doesn't treat me as a missy taking care for instead he taking care of me
Well I guess this part is special for him

actually I feel a lot of similiarity in free Willy and Sai Kang Warrior
Dunno is coincidence or somehow they linked
Aren't they Good buddies? Or they let me have the feeling are they brother? Twins??

suspicious points:
1)the song that I taught free Willy in piano and Saikang warrior can play with guitar?
2.) Siberien Husky?? species of dog they just like
3.)"Superman" in Saikang warrior and" It is not easy .. to be.. me" by free Willy????
share common interest even the song is the same??
4.) their pattern are similiar, they are just so alike in their way

In conclusion , they are buddy, just like Siew Hui and I , am I right?
If they are not so good yet , mayb they can consider be the buddy like me and siew Hui
both of them sure can be paired up become nice and good , funky friend actually ;P

but thanks for saikang warrior for the words if really meant for me, a bottle of 100 plus for u too

29/9/06 Procalcitonin VS prolactin

today I incharge 4 and 5
really very busy , I even can't help Han to do turning, sorry Han
Morning time is very struggling with all the things must do together and Dc insist want to make round with him, cannot split task , sorry

go for the test at 3pm, I am late.. beause haven finish passing report, at least manage to finish all the dressing

I feel extremely funny, very very funny, accidently tick prolactin instead of procalcitonin that Dc ten ordered.. and I din realised
then Dc ten come to me ask I want "procalcitonin" why the result is " prolactin"
" Prolactin , Prolactin , is breast milk!! why I want the prolactin for "HIM" the guy????"
He made the act like wanna chop me off, very very Hilarous
Because In test is ordered by His name in it, so it mean he order for it.. of course he very angry and feel very funny too..... "procalcitonin VS prolactin"
In the end I wrote the memo and he sign to cancel off lor..
but till now I still feel very funny prolactin = hormon level for checking breast milk producing for " HE' the 4/4..

okay okay..

Hadrian WaLL

September 29, 2006
Hadrian’s Wall
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[Christ] has broken down the middle wall of separation. —Ephesians 2:14
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When Julius Caesar invaded the south coast of Britain in 55 BC, he met resistance from warring Celtic tribes. But a century later, Roman control had extended all the way north into what is now Scotland.
The conquest took 30,000 Celtic lives, but the Roman victory was short-lived. Surviving clansmen soon began a fierce guerrilla campaign against their occupiers. So in AD 122, Emperor Hadrian ordered a wall constructed to separate the Romans from the barbarians to the north. Hadrian’s Wall stands to this day.
In Jesus’ day, a barrier stronger than Hadrian’s Wall stood between God’s people and the Gentiles who were outside their spiritual community. It was the barrier of ethnic prejudice. God’s design was to bless all the families of the earth through Abraham (Gen. 12:1-3; Isa. 51:2). But instead of being a witness to the nations, Israel nurtured prejudice against the Gentiles.
Prejudice and racism remain with us today, even in the church. Such attitudes do damage to our witness of Christ’s love for all people. Jesus laid down His life to redeem people from every tribe and nation. We must not only accept them, we must love them as our brothers and sisters in Christ (Gal. 3:28-29; Rev. 5:9). —Dennis Fisher—Dennis Fisher-->

Thinking It OverAre you willing to take the first step to understandfellow believers who are different from you?How can you befriend believers from other cultures?
Christ’s love creates unity out of diversity

For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do

Romans 7:14-25 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[a] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22For in my inner being I delight in God's law; 23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.


September 28, 2006
The Power Of Sin
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Let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us. —Hebrews 12:1
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I was having lunch with a pastor-friend when the discussion sadly turned to a mutual friend in ministry who had failed morally. As we grieved together over this fallen comrade, now out of ministry, I wondered aloud, “I know anyone can be tempted and anyone can stumble, but he’s a smart guy. How could he think he could get away with it?” Without blinking, my friend responded, “Sin makes us stupid.” It was an abrupt statement intended to get my attention, and it worked.
I have often thought of that statement in the ensuing years, and I continue to affirm the wisdom of those words. How else can you explain the actions of King David, the man after God’s own heart turned adulterer and murderer? Or the reckless choices of Samson? Or the public denials of Christ by Peter, the most public of Jesus’ disciples? We are flawed people who are vulnerable to temptation and to the foolishness of mind that can rationalize and justify almost any course of action if we try hard enough.
If we are to have a measure of victory over the power of sin, it will come only as we lean on the strength and wisdom of Christ (Rom. 7:24-25). As His grace strengthens our hearts and minds,

we can overcome our own worst inclination to make foolish choices. —Bill Crowder—Bill Crowder-->

The price of sin is very highThough now it may seem low;And if we let it go unchecked,Its crippling power will grow. —Fitzhugh

God’s Spirit is your power source—don’t let sin break the connection.

28/9/06 Thursday

I work morning 4 and 5 partnering with shanti
OKay, I know the feeling of being a new comers and a guidiance
let me remember about the time when I struggling and a big sotong
kena bombard and scolded many many and even countless time
y I not strong and tough like them huh?I find that most of the Indian ,their tolerance is very strong? Or because I am too "lembut"?

this is the something I need to learn from them
from the incident , shanti I know is too busy din hear the message that pass through
this I understand
as a junior I also struggling to finish my work without her help because she has to help herself.

Met Kak Salina, she share with me must change from the bad habbit
cannot tied down by the bad habbit, must find way to overcome it instead just let it be
this is the second last day she is with us , after that she going to neonate..gonna miss her


Go home, rest awhile, take two burger then study at Bi shan library, my test on 29/9/06, haven study , I am worried..I always feel very tired and if I study on my bed then I will feel asleep..
sitting at long table, the student's really very noisy, dunno is studying or having picnic
then came a punky hair( very sharp sharp one) guy the jacket that he wore really bright , sat next opposite me, scared the person away that sit next to me.. hahaha.. funny
I try to concentrate but at least I can finish some
I know I can't finish all.....

passage relate below

Matthew 26:39-42
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39Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will."
40Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?" he asked Peter. 41"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."
42He went away a second time and prayed, "My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done."

Matthew 27:45-46
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The Death of Jesus 45From the sixth hour until the ninth hour darkness came over all the land. 46About the ninth hour Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eloi, Eloi,[a] lama sabachthani?"—which means, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"[b]
Footnotes:
Matthew 27:46 Some manuscripts Eli, Eli
Matthew 27:46 Psalm 22:1

Is He listening

August 27, 2006
Is He Listening?
READ: Matthew 26:39-42; 27:45-46
My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me? —Matthew 27:46


Sometimes it feels as if God isn’t listening to me.” Those words, from a woman who tried to stay strong in her walk with God while coping with an alcoholic husband, echo the heartcry of many believers. For 18 years, she asked God to change her husband. Yet it never happened.
What are we to think when we repeatedly ask God for something good—something that could easily glorify Him—but the answer doesn’t come? Is He listening or not?
Let’s look at the life of the Savior. In the Garden of Gethsemane, He agonized for hours in prayer, pouring out His heart and pleading, “Let this cup pass from Me” (Matthew 26:39). But the Father’s answer was clearly “No.” To provide salvation, God had to send Jesus to die on the cross. Even though Jesus felt as if His Father had forsaken Him, He prayed intensely and passionately because He trusted that God was listening.
When we pray, we may not see how God is working or understand how He will bring good through it all. So we have to trust Him. We relinquish our rights and let God do what is best.
We must leave the unknowable to the all-knowing One. He is listening and working things out His way. —Dave Branon—Dave Branon-->

Not ours to know the reason whyUnanswered is our prayer,But ours to wait for God’s own timeTo lift the cross we bear. —Anon.

When we bend our knees to pray, God bends His ear to listen.

27/9/06 ( Wed)

working with new girl , rasi
I feel bad that asking her to stay up late because of something not done completely
but I think is her own good, at least she can learnt something
causing her late home is my wrong too and she is married, not like me

but I do hope she can pick up from there

I work as a junior and staff that day but still in guiding role.. at 2 and3 with Joan help
Aunty 2/6 is a very cute aunty, she ' sayang" me and say thank you , made me feel like I am her grand daughter that kind of feeling

26/9/06 Tues

today I also feeling not well, a bit sore throat.. body temp is warm
wat I most feel happy is I can share God's word with grand ma , thanks God, is meaningful my off day
I next time must talk to 2nd aunt and yee an regards E as they are interested also
the door is opened..
I can't really study and fall asleep again.. haiz.. worried my test on 29/9/06..
night went to church for dance ministry
today is blessed as the Lord servant Pastor Minguel, is very annointing

the words I learnt today
God want sincere and ppl who love him

1 Corinthians 2 (New International Version)

1When I came to you, brothers, I did not come with eloquence or superior wisdom as I proclaimed to you the testimony about God.[a] 2For I resolved to know nothing while I was with you except Jesus Christ and him crucified. 3I came to you in weakness and fear, and with much trembling. 4My message and my preaching were not with wise and persuasive words, but with a demonstration of the Spirit's power, 5so that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power.
Wisdom From the Spirit 6We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. 7No, we speak of God's secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. 8None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"[b]— 10but God has revealed it to us by his Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. 11For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the man's spirit within him? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. 12We have not received the spirit of the world but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us. 13This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words.[c] 14The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned. 15The spiritual man makes judgments about all things, but he himself is not subject to any man's judgment: 16"For who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct him?"[d] But we have the mind of Christ.


We must be shine for God( a demonstrator)
Jeremiah 1:5 (New International Version)

5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew [a] you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."

Activate the gift of God
to be bless to many and understand the gifts already given to us
Believe the things will be happen
need to make a list and see the things go
need to pray for close relationship with God if want to know God's purpose
need to talk to God often
revival is depends on how desire we seek for God and knowing God


I come to pastor, he prayed for me, my mind was blank and hesitate should I go forward for the prayer initially , actually Yen Teng encourage me to go forward , I think God want me to go forward too through Yen Teng asking me, I just actually want to ask for forgiveness, and the wishes that I want to tell God
both of us shake hand and said God bless,
I really feel different and special
Yes, God in control in everything

24/9/06 Sun, 25/9/06 Mon

24/9/06 Sun
meeting my family at church at JB, reach there already late
see shi nee but we din actually say hello, hope she won't misunderstand and dun hate me anymore, the triangle chain actually already broken since six years ago
they are just my buddies that's all
talk to Yee an, long time din gather and talk.. hope he is fine and his princess will nod her head
PA's wedding one day I definitely will go , just hope everything will be fine by then



25/9/06 Mon
watch " My girl" thanks to Min for the CD
the girl really very cute , to bluff a person need to act, even how bitter is it or how sweet is it
but when love a person, all the people can see the truth instead the lie, because love can't hide by the lie
Then continue with the "Royal prince .." CD
Feel worried when seeing dad's back pain again, pain till the tears droping out, I know the pain score will be 10 then, surgery is not a good option guess, I wish can straight jab him analgesia,
God know..

23/9/06 Sat

Sat, actually planning to go home
but fall sick since yesterday night, tired and want to vomit, whole body lethargy
so rest at home
watch " wo de nu you shi da jie da" till 5morning
I can't sleep, internal clock can't turn it over

In the movie, the little girl talk to her dad
"Dad, wat's ur hope on me?"
"I Hope u can become a person like ground and feaces, because will produce fruits and vegetables"
" wat if I can't become that kind of person, wat if in the ground field growth not fruits but all the grass and thorns?"
" U need to cut away all the grass and thorn and make a new plantation again till u produce the fruits, I believe my girl will become that kind of person.."

This is a conversation which really keep in my mind after watching the whole movie

From Far

From far, Pauliana very happie that Prince of Will know his direction , at least more clearer to wat he want, from the Low tide of life till now , Prince of Will able to stand up again and hold his own magic sword slowly walked out the darknest mist, Thanks God

Further study of password of magic sword is a good tactic in war, strike for it yea!!!magic sword will definitely shine if thou aim must be righteous , wish thee stick on this task

22/9/06 Friday "In My Surprise"

Friday on night, last night for this round
resuscitation done at the beginning on this pt of 8/4 under LC
this pt involved in RTA , hitted by someone and run away
See DC Ten put all the effort in maintaining his life, but life is fragile.. Pt gone, unable to make it..
I instructed to call in pt 's family members for the last view, in my surprise, they did not cry but looked in a positive way, I never seen this type of expression before, full of hope ...I looked at the wife and his sons and daughter, they are friendly and polite.. seeing redness in their eyes but they never cry but full of hope
" Won't they hate the person who hit and run?"
"how come they behave in such a strange way? Won't they cry?"
After that I found out of my colleagues that seeing them praying outside , ppl from Kingdom of Creater, is Christian ,then I finally understand

Hate?
they pray for forgiven...
Because the person deed will judge infront of Lord when the day come

Did not cry but looked full of Hope? ...
Because oneday they all will meet again at Haeven..so they are hopeful

Psalm 130:5
I wait for the LORD, my soul waits,
and in his word I put my hope.


1 John 5
Faith in the Son of God
1Everyone who believes that Jesus is the Christ is born of God, and everyone who loves the father loves his child as well. 2This is how we know that we love the children of God: by loving God and carrying out his commands. 3This is love for God: to obey his commands. And his commands are not burdensome, 4for everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith. 5Who is it that overcomes the world? Only he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God.
6This is the one who came by water and blood—Jesus Christ. He did not come by water only, but by water and blood. And it is the Spirit who testifies, because the Spirit is the truth. 7For there are three that testify: 8the[a] Spirit, the water and the blood; and the three are in agreement. 9We accept man's testimony, but God's testimony is greater because it is the testimony of God, which he has given about his Son. 10Anyone who believes in the Son of God has this testimony in his heart. Anyone who does not believe God has made him out to be a liar, because he has not believed the testimony God has given about his Son. 11And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. 12He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.

Concluding Remarks
13I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life. 14This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. 15And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him.
16If anyone sees his brother commit a sin that does not lead to death, he should pray and God will give him life. I refer to those whose sin does not lead to death. There is a sin that leads to death. I am not saying that he should pray about that. 17All wrongdoing is sin, and there is sin that does not lead to death.

18We know that anyone born of God does not continue to sin; the one who was born of God keeps him safe, and the evil one cannot harm him. 19We know that we are children of God, and that the whole world is under the control of the evil one. 20We know also that the Son of God has come and has given us understanding, so that we may know him who is true. And we are in him who is true—even in his Son Jesus Christ. He is the true God and eternal life.

21Dear children, keep yourselves from idols.

Romans 6:23
23For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in[a] Christ Jesus our Lord.


2 Corinthians 5
Our Heavenly Dwelling
1Now we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands.


1 John 5:11
11And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son.

21/9/06 Thursday

Today is second night duty, that day one pt gone at HY time
My pt just come back from Op , been very busy since beginning of shift
we took some pics with Salina, because is her last round of night with us, she going neonataL Rm 8
.. very sad sia she is leaving us


Morning kena bombard by sis. Gan Xie regards the LD Drain holder..
Haiz.. Dunno is too tired or wat, I feel numb only

northern land of Aplusa

okay, thy intelligent enough to understand it?

In the northern land of Aplusa, lady of Starz, Sotong Pauliana hard to understand the message from Kingdom of Will, Pauliana just a 9th degree in badge of Old English, However,prince of Will honoured in 1st degree in badge of Old English..Pauliana seek for wisdom.. asking wat is de mind in prince of Will ..

Pauliana dare not to step into the Fort Ed, as prince of Will, owner of Kingdom of Will struggling not to see pauliana afraid pauliana being harm by the owner of Kingdom of Will again , Fort Ed appeared to be silent and cold when Pauliana peep through the key hole of Gate of Fort Ed

Pauliana all the while know prince of Will are very outstanding and popular among the Roses of twelve tribes which are known to be pretty , cutie,talented and sexy.Pauliana is just an very ordinary and simple, pauliana different in her way because Pauliana must follow creater of all the Kingdoms which is the living water of Lady starz, without the creater , pauliana wouldn't ever know prince of Will in the round table of Gita

Pauliana ever whisper to creater to meet thee, together hand in hand , heart in heart walk along the journey to Haeven forever , temptations around the journey definately countless, Pauliana heart know " the one" must be the ppl in Kingdom of creater...Pauliana haven finished her words for prince of Will before return to Zilch in 5 years light ago
"Thee are my first .......and last .. I do ever thinking to dependent thee since the first day thee and I together"

Prince of Will will only fully understand the Lady of stars Only if prince of Will will bow before creater of Kingdoms

Lady of starz is just very ordinary in the match of Queen, princess Rach, princess violet,princess Jess or..individuals has their own charm
thee only know where thy heart belong to

wed 20/9/06

on wed , I on night shift
morning settle the CPF, Great Life Insurance thingy , still learning..
tidy the house, wash whole pile of cloths, become routine ready
then sleep.. then work
yesterday first time late for work, becos too tired forgot to on my alarm.. But thanks God not too late..and God let me in charge three pt on that day.. God know my need ya.. because after so long, I looking forward my off day to rest

night shift 7 and 8
no pt.. at least can help others..

19/9/06 Tues

Morning work again
this time same 4 and 5
but partner with Rasi in charge not so bad, thank God
yesterday sis J. did talk to me, feel better after all the advice that given. She is a good supervisor
I appreciate that, she can be an understanding friend actually

but work is work , no friend term in term of working ,replaced is the rules and policy.. this is the working world

the pt remain sick, sweat
look after three pt , not so heavy, thanks God
able to finish work on time
went to church for dance ministry
filming session.. oh... scare to see the outcome.. haha
Very enjoy the dance and the words that Jen share
climbing out of gate as me and winnie locked out at church,how I wish we are not caught in the security cam... haha.. sure look funny

18/9/06 Monday

today Monday , I very sleepy
work morning, when I reach my work place.. oh no, in charge..
actually today I change shift with Reeney because tonight is the photography workshop
I tought I am junior but last minute change
pray hard in my heart that for more alert and everything fine

that morning very very busy because is monday
one of pt is very sick.. sweat
his relative is very fierce and anxious also, especially daughter
how i wish to split myself to many body , i can do all things in one time
I need to doing CLC , attend to her, serving med, must follow round, one pt going to TRD at same time
thanks God I have supportive students and lectuer that help me alot, thank you
then yield by DC Ten for the LD drain , and the quest I post to him infront of my student, pt,
Mable and Adon heard it also, I din talk back, no facial expression, remain silent
Mable ask me, How can I tolerate this type of thing,he is very fierce, Ask me whether I cried before when this type of things happened
I told her "last time I did cry also but I slowly used to it.. because it happened many times.." this is the environment which I dislike

Thanks God , I make a prayer before I start work,not so hurt, I more concern on the photography workshop tonight..
I rushing home get my stuff and rush again to river valley point
Most are the experts, I still the youngest, still the blurrest Queen of all, but learning , take times,
The instructer sounds like Japanese but he is a chinese
Must squeeze some times to explore le..
a bit tired..

18/9/06 Monday

today Monday , I very sleepy
work morning, when I reach my work place.. oh no, in charge..
actually today I change shift with Reeney because tonight is the photography workshop
I tought I am junior but last minute change
pray hard in my heart that for more alert and everything fine

that morning very very busy because is monday
one of pt is very sick.. sweat
his relative is very fierce and anxious also, especially daughter
how i wish to split myself to many body , i can do all things in one time
I need to doing CLC , attend to her, serving med, must follow round, one pt going to TRD at same time
thanks God I have supportive students and lectuer that help me alot, thank you
then yield by DC Ten for the LD drain , and the quest I post to him infront of my student, pt,
Mable and Adon heard it also, I din talk back, no facial expression, remain silent
Mable ask me, How can I tolerate this type of thing,he is very fierce, Ask me whether I cried before when this type of things happened
I told her "last time I did cry also but I slowly used to it.. because it happened many times.." this is the environment which I dislike

Thanks God , I make a prayer before I start work,not so hurt, I more concern on the photography workshop tonight..
I rushing home get my stuff and rush again to river valley point
Most are the experts, I still the youngest, still the blurrest Queen of all, but learning , take times,
The instructer sounds like Japanese but he is a chinese
Must squeeze some times to explore le..
a bit tired..

17/9/06 Sunday

today I work morning,
as a junior at B side also

I went to Simlim Square to collect my camera box and the training CD that they haven give me during comex
then I rush to have dinner with my fellow colleagues because Chun Ying is going back to China soon... I gonna miss her a lot... hopefully oneday I going to visit her oneday also when I have money, haha, can stay at her big house that she said..I believe she will become a" big head" over there, more than a sister because her performance is Good.. only here are not a appreciative place for her
well, I gonna miss her

that night, have dinner at tong shui tiong bahru, together with hui wen, her bf Alex, June, Kelly,Melissa, Jessica, her bf marcus
well the dishes are nice.. then afterthat we went for boat ride at river valley...
taking a lot of memorable pics... very nice.. standing in front of the boat just like walking on the water, siao...
the boat rider uncle very nice, we took some pic with him and he let us to play with the boat also
then we went to PArty world sing sing sing,
first time hearing chun ying singing.. haha.. very fun
Hui wen very good in singing indeed, dun see her quiet look, actually she is "loud" k
I went home earlier before them.. because tomorrow morning shift

Saturday 16/9/06

work evening, as junior
can go home early, thanks God
go back home read a bit and practising how to use the camera proprerly, still in stage of exploration
worried when the day of workshop come nearer, still dun know the terms, how?

15/9/06

15/9/06 Friday
Oh, I work as junior on 15 at room 8/ 1-8
working junior is actually very tiring , now finally I realised
because is just like a runner and floater, a lot of things need to prepare and tidy and top up
but without stress , no much responsiblities, feel ease and enjoy
Actually this is the different, the stress is much higher if not a junior
thinking back , the accusation of DC Moneyc that he did tell me something which he actually didn't result in disatisfaction of ppl , really make my heart eery... finger pinpointing when something happen.. I really tired of it.. self protection is really needed, this is the insecure part in this part and I realised , protect ur pt and protect urself , this is wat I learnt...I like to do what I do now , only dislike the environment and the invisible stress that are not so simple that I think.. faith in God covered the insecurity of my heart everyday.. I prayed

Do u understand without God , I am nothing?
Because by God strength, I can become a stronger person in facing all the things in daily life

Thursday 14/6/06

that day is my Restday
tidy up my room
then went aunt "s Salon with Sy Hoi
Thanks for min help to " POLISH' my face again .. haha..
Skilled in eyebrow trimming also, If u see my difference it is because of MIn, thanks thanks
I still think "Min" U are the Best!!!!
Only is My skin is not Good.. hurhur

Share wif Min regards E
at least next time won't so tough for her when want to pick up
night time me and sy Hoi went for ToM Yam Soup plus fsh soup, stomach still can tolerate .. haha.. not bad huh, my stomach

night time , read hard for my photograph workshop peparation in case I am the blurrest queen in the workshop, but I only read a bit
observing sy hoi and ching kai sharing E with a great "vitagen" mother, I am very touch by the mother for her act in doing a lotsa of part time job for earning for her family...
She really strong ..
can I be like her if I am in difficult situation
I think I more like beancult, God Is my strength, Without God, I am just nothing

13/14/15/16/17/- 18/7/06

Time like bullet train, passed very fast.. because I really very occupied .. no time really can rest.. when is my annual leave???? have to wait till Nov

13/4/06 Wed
My off day
finally decide to go for swimming at Bishan sport complex... one dollar but the place not bad... ..haha.. swim alone bcos sy hoi cannot make it.. she morning shift
swim 10 laps , so happy after so long can swim again

afternoon went e.collect the stuff
evening went to OPP with Qi Pei
then we chat till 12pm reach home at 2.00am
she stay overnight at my place finally for aday for experiencing for staying alone outside
I know she is sad and finally find out part of the reason

Was very shock and upset that she breaking a bad news of losing a beloved buddy whom I know..
Life is fragile.. really
never know that this sweet girl just go like that..She is sweet

11/9/06-12/9/06

11/9/06 Mon work evening and 12/9/06 Tues work day
It's been so busy since my last update of my blog..no time..no time
work evening
junior partner with Rizal.. whoo.. enjoy because we are so cooperate to each other..
help each other and finish the task very fast .. although I am at 1-4 side and he at 5-8 side.. haha.. we din follow assignment and "cross country" to help each other..
Very fun.. then Boon said both of us very energetic...help a lot.. feel a bit satisfaction at least can help a bit.. my energetic also influenced by Rizal.. "On" ppl

12/9/06
thanks God able to finish early.. then went to dance ministry
finally see my long time no see sisters... need to practice but recently really need to seek God for wisdom in arraging time and prioritise my work..
Too many things on going at same time.. sometimes really very struggle

my work
E work
dance ministry
photography workshop preparation
assessment on 29/9/06 (still haven't touch)
must study bible everyday
all very important to me...

I shared with Winnie regards my recently life and my thinking when I having supper at Mos burger
Hoho... I really addicted to Mos Burger.. very yummy..

Words that shared make me think again Did I repent? Did I ever blame God for wat I dun have?Did I give my whole heart for God? Did I let God do his will on me or I make every decision myself without God ( Doing my will instead of God's will)

Must have a grateful heart and Jonah 's experience really show that although Jonah really did a lot of things for God, but his heart is not with God..
PPl recognised and really believe when they see the bleach on his face and whole body when he swallowed by a big fish according to bible.. Am I like Jonah? Am I ran away from God?these question need to think and remind myself...

Jonah 1 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society



Jonah 1
Jonah Flees From the LORD
1 The word of the LORD came to Jonah son of Amittai: 2 "Go to the great city of Nineveh and preach against it, because its wickedness has come up before me."
3 But Jonah ran away from the LORD and headed for Tarshish. He went down to Joppa, where he found a ship bound for that port. After paying the fare, he went aboard and sailed for Tarshish to flee from the LORD.

4 Then the LORD sent a great wind on the sea, and such a violent storm arose that the ship threatened to break up. 5 All the sailors were afraid and each cried out to his own god. And they threw the cargo into the sea to lighten the ship.
But Jonah had gone below deck, where he lay down and fell into a deep sleep. 6 The captain went to him and said, "How can you sleep? Get up and call on your god! Maybe he will take notice of us, and we will not perish."

7 Then the sailors said to each other, "Come, let us cast lots to find out who is responsible for this calamity." They cast lots and the lot fell on Jonah.

8 So they asked him, "Tell us, who is responsible for making all this trouble for us? What do you do? Where do you come from? What is your country? From what people are you?"

9 He answered, "I am a Hebrew and I worship the LORD, the God of heaven, who made the sea and the land."

10 This terrified them and they asked, "What have you done?" (They knew he was running away from the LORD, because he had already told them so.)

11 The sea was getting rougher and rougher. So they asked him, "What should we do to you to make the sea calm down for us?"

12 "Pick me up and throw me into the sea," he replied, "and it will become calm. I know that it is my fault that this great storm has come upon you."

13 Instead, the men did their best to row back to land. But they could not, for the sea grew even wilder than before. 14 Then they cried to the LORD, "O LORD, please do not let us die for taking this man's life. Do not hold us accountable for killing an innocent man, for you, O LORD, have done as you pleased." 15 Then they took Jonah and threw him overboard, and the raging sea grew calm. 16 At this the men greatly feared the LORD, and they offered a sacrifice to the LORD and made vows to him.

17 But the LORD provided a great fish to swallow Jonah, and Jonah was inside the fish three days and three nights.
Jonah 2 (New International Version)
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Jonah 2
Jonah's Prayer
1 From inside the fish Jonah prayed to the LORD his God. 2 He said:
"In my distress I called to the LORD,
and he answered me.
From the depths of the grave [a] I called for help,
and you listened to my cry.
3 You hurled me into the deep,
into the very heart of the seas,
and the currents swirled about me;
all your waves and breakers
swept over me.

4 I said, 'I have been banished
from your sight;
yet I will look again
toward your holy temple.'

5 The engulfing waters threatened me, [b]
the deep surrounded me;
seaweed was wrapped around my head.

6 To the roots of the mountains I sank down;
the earth beneath barred me in forever.
But you brought my life up from the pit,
O LORD my God.

7 "When my life was ebbing away,
I remembered you, LORD,
and my prayer rose to you,
to your holy temple.

8 "Those who cling to worthless idols
forfeit the grace that could be theirs.

9 But I, with a song of thanksgiving,
will sacrifice to you.
What I have vowed I will make good.
Salvation comes from the LORD."

10 And the LORD commanded the fish, and it vomited Jonah onto dry land.
Jonah 3 (New International Version)
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Jonah 3
Jonah Goes to Nineveh
1 Then the word of the LORD came to Jonah a second time: 2 "Go to the great city of Nineveh and proclaim to it the message I give you."
3 Jonah obeyed the word of the LORD and went to Nineveh. Now Nineveh was a very important city—a visit required three days. 4 On the first day, Jonah started into the city. He proclaimed: "Forty more days and Nineveh will be overturned." 5 The Ninevites believed God. They declared a fast, and all of them, from the greatest to the least, put on sackcloth.

6 When the news reached the king of Nineveh, he rose from his throne, took off his royal robes, covered himself with sackcloth and sat down in the dust. 7 Then he issued a proclamation in Nineveh:
"By the decree of the king and his nobles:
Do not let any man or beast, herd or flock, taste anything; do not let them eat or drink. 8 But let man and beast be covered with sackcloth. Let everyone call urgently on God. Let them give up their evil ways and their violence. 9 Who knows? God may yet relent and with compassion turn from his fierce anger so that we will not perish."

10 When God saw what they did and how they turned from their evil ways, he had compassion and did not bring upon them the destruction he had threatened.

Jonah 4 (New International Version)
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Jonah 4
Jonah's Anger at the Lord 's Compassion
1 But Jonah was greatly displeased and became angry. 2 He prayed to the LORD, "O LORD, is this not what I said when I was still at home? That is why I was so quick to flee to Tarshish. I knew that you are a gracious and compassionate God, slow to anger and abounding in love, a God who relents from sending calamity. 3 Now, O LORD, take away my life, for it is better for me to die than to live."
4 But the LORD replied, "Have you any right to be angry?"

5 Jonah went out and sat down at a place east of the city. There he made himself a shelter, sat in its shade and waited to see what would happen to the city. 6 Then the LORD God provided a vine and made it grow up over Jonah to give shade for his head to ease his discomfort, and Jonah was very happy about the vine. 7 But at dawn the next day God provided a worm, which chewed the vine so that it withered. 8 When the sun rose, God provided a scorching east wind, and the sun blazed on Jonah's head so that he grew faint. He wanted to die, and said, "It would be better for me to die than to live."

9 But God said to Jonah, "Do you have a right to be angry about the vine?"
"I do," he said. "I am angry enough to die."

10 But the LORD said, "You have been concerned about this vine, though you did not tend it or make it grow. It sprang up overnight and died overnight. 11 But Nineveh has more than a hundred and twenty thousand people who cannot tell their right hand from their left, and many cattle as well. Should I not be concerned about that great city?"

The Five

snare drum? know from drum liner, good show

10/9/06

Today wear smart smart and went with chingkai and Sy hoi for carreer workshop together with group members like yap and zhijian , catherine couple
seeing a lot of success ppl, hearing their life experiences, my perspective change as I not using my own thinking, It stimulate I think further and more than that.. mayb can be more mature thinking ba.. hehe...I think I am the youngest over there.. actually spend $80 is worth it..

I did called Siew Hui and Free willy but in the end ..
it is pity that they din go

Free Willy I still wait for the reply , still no news ...if no reply, I understand and will regards as dislike ba
went to church after the course, first time wear smart smart

today sermon regards psalm 73

Psalm 73 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society



Psalm 73
BOOK III : Psalms 73-89
1A psalm of Asaph.
Surely God is good to Israel,
to those who are pure in heart.
2 But as for me, my feet had almost slipped;
I had nearly lost my foothold.

3 For I envied the arrogant
when I saw the prosperity of the wicked.

4 They have no struggles;
their bodies are healthy and strong. [a]

5 They are free from the burdens common to man;
they are not plagued by human ills.

6 Therefore pride is their necklace;
they clothe themselves with violence.

7 From their callous hearts comes iniquity [b] ;
the evil conceits of their minds know no limits.

8 They scoff, and speak with malice;
in their arrogance they threaten oppression.

9 Their mouths lay claim to heaven,
and their tongues take possession of the earth.

10 Therefore their people turn to them
and drink up waters in abundance. [c]

11 They say, "How can God know?
Does the Most High have knowledge?"

12 This is what the wicked are like—
always carefree, they increase in wealth.

13 Surely in vain have I kept my heart pure;
in vain have I washed my hands in innocence.

14 All day long I have been plagued;
I have been punished every morning.

15 If I had said, "I will speak thus,"
I would have betrayed your children.

16 When I tried to understand all this,
it was oppressive to me

17 till I entered the sanctuary of God;
then I understood their final destiny.

18 Surely you place them on slippery ground;
you cast them down to ruin.

19 How suddenly are they destroyed,
completely swept away by terrors!

20 As a dream when one awakes,
so when you arise, O Lord,
you will despise them as fantasies.

21 When my heart was grieved
and my spirit embittered,

22 I was senseless and ignorant;
I was a brute beast before you.

23 Yet I am always with you;
you hold me by my right hand.

24 You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.

27 Those who are far from you will perish;
you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.

28 But as for me, it is good to be near God.
I have made the Sovereign LORD my refuge;
I will tell of all your dee

Sin of ingratitude and envy ( Symptom of Kiasuism)
Focusing on wat is missing from their ives rather than wat is present
thanklessness and ingratitute is the first step away from God
so
Envy must convert to gratitude
comparison must change to contentment

Satan's tactic is
1)Focusing on what is missing from their life rather wat is present
2)to make our attitude and behaviour suddenly shift away from God cause discontent
3)Wanna separate Human from God

9/9/06

I went back home late yesterday, really cannot make it , have not been sleeping for last 24 hours.. so IzzzZZZZzzzzz

the next morning,Imagine I only wake up at 1pm, am I coma?/???????
wake up already so late, my dear mum was angry with me not taking her" chu qiong fun"
then I took it together with the green bean soup that she make for me
So sweet is she... This is the way she show love to me as usual
Unable to see my brother, he has been so busy I only see him yesterday night

when I watching the Korean drama, "first love of royal prince " suddenly house black up , no electricity.. I knew is God want me to do something that I always intend to do but I din do.. as lazy and many excuse given like dun know how to start with.. blah blah blah...

then I approach my Grandma, I ask God how? suddenly I think of the small phaphlet for new believer.. then I read the first small book to her as she cannot read as not educated... thanks God , my grand ma listen to God's word.. last time she is impatient when I share with her. but this time she accept and we pray together...

I want to make this as my testimonial, God know when is the timing, Thanks God
I feel the Joy, I understand where my joy come from God

next time when I go home I must be hardworking , share more.. a mission for me

after sharing then come back Sing
borrowed three photography book, hope can finish them up within a month, actually I think I am too greedy, wanna fulfill alot of things in same time, but I actually feel a bit tired.. gonna have some rest if can..

8/9/06 Friday 9/9/06 Sat 10/9/06 Sun

8/9/06
sleeping day
clean up house finally... from hall, kitchen, to toilet. really tired
never sleep for sleeping day .. dunno y still can be so alert.. wierd
after clean up then go home JB home around 8 plus
when I eating at the hawker centre Ji san Ling, I met an energetic and friendly aunty, called Belinda
She is very helpful and heard that I might shift after three months then she said will help us looking for houses... wow.. so sweet is she..active mama with two big kids,
Haha...she is so friendly and caring even I dun know her... (I get it le :>)

Actally I dun feel like shifting again as this location is very central and is very good also, the house is also good...but the owner might wanna get back the house and the rental also a bit heavy for three of us..
very troubling.. kena shift again and looking houses
Is good if I rich and have own house then no need to shift la...
I also a bit not bear to leave this place because ... but if gonna move then no choice la..

6/9/06-7/9/06

these two days on night shift..
knowing a young neighbour "Fishwoooh"..only 16 years old..just like my young brother..can jokes a lot , taught me how to play Maple story somemore... oh... outdated
whoah, I got one more funky teacher

night shift, 8/8 is very superb very superd restless.. leg and hand keeping swinging on,really really restless and very strong, I was so afraid that all the tubings he will accidently swing out , pulled out or disconnect.. whole night just tidy him up many many times

the next day, has a ETT tube on, even restless++++++++++++++++
almost two times his hand pulled out the suctioning tubing, thanks God me and pey yoke already secure tightly early on, if not the ETT just gone... nightmare
he is on sedation but still can be restless when coughing..challenging with April that her 8/2 is also restless.. in the end her 8/2 more restless...
reaching morning when going for breakfast , all of us eyes are almost close...
sleEpy.........where is my bed

go Home still a lot things to do.. but first of all, take a nap first.. to be con't

Peanut

"Bless me, Father, for i have sinned," began the first boy.

"I threw Peanut into the drain."

"That's not a sin. Go in peace."

The second boy came and repeated the same sin.
The confessor also dismissed him.

Then the third boy came and said the same thing. The priest was puzzled.
When the fourth boy came, the priest forestalled him.

He asked, " Did you throw peanuts into the drain?"

"No, Father. I am Peanut."

Moral of the story.. dun throw peanut into the drain!!! remember
This story I found from somewhere

Yee..how cum like that...??? template problem?? let me check it up?

4 august2006

today I work morning, oh thanks to Kenan help me a lot
yesterday my room and his room switch ..but anyway he is helping alot .. haha
Actually he is a good brother.. I can say..

3/9/06 Sunday

Oh, today Sunday
work morning at RM8 /8
well, can't sleep well because too tense up... recently lack of sleep.. haiz yo
too stressI guess...tense up... because .. of unknown of tomorrow
because .. of unpredictable of tomorrow
because .. of insecure of tomorrow of all the challenge
so insomia~~~
This is the time to practise faith in God
Psalm 23 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.


this is the most important verse in my life.. without it I can't survive
When I came to a very bad kind of situation the low tide in my life .. I read this everyday...
and I slowly go through all the struggles and difficulties.. Is not easy.. like fighting wars everyday
If depression I think I have last time ,
but word's ofGod lift me up again and again,
without any medication , I'm okay.. because I met a lot of guardian angels in my life,
Thanks God
At least I am different now compare to last time yeah

meet with Siew Hui and her brother to expo for computer exhibition finally,very fun to listen to their conversation, very cute
SiewHui, U sure can find a better laptop with superb reasonable price, u can try out from e-bay
bought two webcam, camera with reasonable price..
pursuing dream really cost a lot .. wish I can take down the most touchable moment and picture in life.. need to polish up, and pick up the skill for taking photo

here I go, Siew Hui, remember I still wait for u, remember our deal
haha.. thanks God for having a sister like that can share almost the same interest together.. yeah

i GONNA explore explore this knowledge...

Tomiko Van - Farewell - Arrangement

found from youtube ,this dedicate to Xiao Yin

南拳妈妈_-_人鱼的眼泪

nice song

2 sept 2006

today work as junior at B side
work afternoon again, how come the time really pass that fast.. wake up .. then go to work.. a bit like robot
today everything fine, thanks God
ya been discussing with my senior regards the cases that I incharge yesterday.. a bit tricky
gonna report something to supervisor again.sometimes feel tired of it... protection is needed to prevent any accusation..is every ppl will go through this I wonder.. since the 8/8 matter , I already feel a bit tired of it..

working with zion, very pleasant in charge...happy to work with her
Kelly really very complicated feeling, although outside is smilling but heart is crying, winston must hang on.. to hide a real feeling is very hard..
I feel upset for this cutie, hope she can go through the storm..

1 sept

1 sept2006
work afternoon
at ICA, post op one VIP came in , really VIP
challenging hopefully she is ok with everything.. really sweat
busy the all shift... stay up late again .. haiz overtime! overtime!
I was surprise met Alex at Bishan.. haha... my neighbour but he really very fun to talk with .. like my brother John.. haha

on 3rd sept.. xiao yin going to Aus..guess will stay there permanently..been very upset.. my twin sis..hopefully oneday can pay u a visit over there
I work morning that day.. I think I better dun send off... if notI really will cry..I really will...

Peaceful Anxiety

September 1, 2006
Peaceful Anxiety
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The peace of God . . . will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. —Philippians 4:7
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I was scheduled to teach at a Bible conference outside the US and was waiting for my visa to be approved. It had been rejected once, and time was slipping away. Without the visa, I would lose an opportunity for ministry, and my colleagues in that country would have to find another speaker at the last minute.
During those stressful days, a co-worker asked how I felt about it all. I told him I was experiencing “peaceful anxiety.” When he looked at me rather quizzically, I explained: “I have had anxiety because I need the visa and there is nothing I can do about it. But I have great peace because I know that, after all, there is nothing I can do about it!”
It’s comforting to know that such things are in our Father’s hands. My inability to do anything about the problem was more than matched by my confidence in God, for whom all things are possible. As I prayed about the situation, my anxiety was replaced by His peace (Phil. 4:6-7).
The problems of life can be taxing on us—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Yet, as we learn to trust in the Father’s care, we can have the peace that not only surpasses all understanding but also overcomes our anxiety. We can be at rest, for we are in God’s hands. —Bill Crowder—Bill Crowder-->
Oh, the peace I find in Jesus,Peace no power on earth can shake,Peace that makes the Lord so precious,Peace that none from me can take. —Beck
When we keep our minds on God, God will keep our minds at peace.

Philippians 4:4-13 (New International Version)
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Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
4Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
8Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
Thanks for Their Gifts 10I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. 11I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

Hotel California Live Acoustic Duet

this song is fantastic!!! I heard before on live

dance

this is really dun know how to say... so scary... no bone.. no bone... no bone.. lol..

Fan Wei Qi - Wo Men De Ji Nian Ri

我们的纪念日

我的心　忽然又活了总在见到你的那一刻
原来我也有过这样的悸动
只是在习惯自我保护后　忘了...
想聊的　故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头看起来好暖
让我想紧紧握着
这是我们的纪念日　纪念我们开始对自己诚实愿意为深爱的人　放弃骄傲　说少了你生活淡的没有味道
这是美丽的纪念日　纪念我们能重新认识一次有些事要流过泪才看的到　不求完美爱的更远　要过的更好我用寂寞来惩罚我　看着你走过　要什么当时不说此刻能有你倾听我　轻轻的转着　那是种甘甜以后　让人想哭的快乐